An experience with a dynamic result
I’m so blessed to have incredible women in my life that offer their gifts to the world with integrity, commitment, love and devotion. Each one has birthed their passion into an experience – service and/or product – in a way that moves me in deep and powerful ways. Today, I had the pleasure of receiving as this has been a critical part of this journey. I had to open up and learn to receive. My body craved it like it was a necessary life force like food or air.
I encourage you to open up and be vulnerable and receive from others. It could be a massage, a healing service or simple express your need(s) to friends and allow them the opportunity to show up for you!
The following is my experience as I felt it, experienced it, and am integrating it. Liz La Torella is a gifted sage as she leads you through a process of uncovering and discovering your inner truth. Her intake before you lay down and crystals are placed on your body (you’re fully clothed) is deep and meaningful. She asks you to share what is happening in your life and what you’ve been feeling or pondering. Liz is also a licensed therapist so she’s trained in listening and helping you get to your truth.
As I transitioned to the mat, i could feel my body say thank you. I was comfortable and felt safe to relax. I’ve had a long relationship with crystals and have them in my life so it was exciting to know that in a short time my body would be covered from head to toe with crystal beings sharing their frequency and doing their work with my body, my energy and supporting me in my truth. Crystals as Liz told me, “they do their job” and for me that job was to prepare my body with energy and love so the next few weeks would be more peaceful and my body would be ready for surgery.
Liz guides you to breathe and takes you on a journey of connection – to the cosmos, to the Earth and within your self. She uses the chakra system as a structure that enables access to you whole self. Her gentle loving tone encourage you to open, deepen, and be present. As she is asking you questions and allowing space for reflection and wisdom to come she is carefully placing crystals in geometric patterns on your chakras and in your auric field so they can do their job. It’s so simple. No hidden agenda, no conditioning to release just trust, intuition, and allowing on her part and my part.
I’d now like to share some of the key messages and aha awarenesses that came through for me that are related to this journey and the transformation I’ve been experiencing and the celebration of continuing along this path of love.
Servitude to Sovereign
For my whole life I have always felt like to love was to be of service to everyone and everything else. I thought it was what “good girls” do. We sacrifice ourselves for the sake of someone else. I grew up Catholic. I feared God. I thought my only path was to grow up, be a good girl, meet a boy, fall in love, get married and have babies. All so that I could feel loved and prove I was good enough. There’s always been this passage in the bible that instructs what love is.
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”
I Corinthians 13: 4-8
Those verses have been an inner guide around how I ‘should’ be and how I ‘should’ act. I feel like until this crystal healing I didn’t fully realize how it impacted my actions and thoughts. I’ve used it to beat myself up and to judge whether or not I was loving or kind or patient. It has contributed to me being a people pleaser, an overachiever, a ‘nice’ person and someone who was in service to everyone but to herself.
Regal as Love in Action
During the experience, I heard the word REGAL. To be regal. To emanate regal. To allow regal to be my new guiding force. To fully release the old version of love — the one where I serve everyone. So now I can feel into regal and allow love to be an action. Love in Action!
“of, resembling, or fit for a monarch, especially in being magnificent or dignified.“
It’s a whole new level of love. An empowered kind of love. It’s the difference between being owned as a servant and being FREE.
There was so much more available as I connected to my soul and allowed the wisdom and inspiration to appear. There was no effecting just a simple awareness of who I am and how I am connected to this Universe. I am grateful and excited to sit with this newness and allow it to spark and grow.
I feel ready and fully supported to move towards my celebration surgery. I know that all is well and better than I can imagine!